little thigns that generate darkfic... I"m almsot glad my writing djust..stops when i'mina bad mood. i dont'sem to channel angst or sadnes of my own throug it 9or id' have ben writi foru week of incredibly emotional pining-away abused missused neglected litle children inacave of rats. I knwo abouthe 'save yoru self-image thing'. it tople aballance over but mkes thngs equal ysaid or worseeven. turn giti nto self pity into...depressive stuff. I'd say jstu wallowi nthat fora bit. I"m hopign it maeks youfel bete, sorto syphonnedit off instead of makgin it worse. I know ther's folks who read dark and glom ystuf when tey have ahard time. SOmetimes it mkesme fe lstupid and sorto lfighthearted or lightfooted t need apick-me-up kind ofstory and nottoo many tearsand darkness when I feel bad. Good luck with 'secrets'. and post hbp stuff...i've ben busy with some snippets. I hoep I can finish that one story I started jsut months after ootp itself came out. Foro ne thing..meh. ther'sa whoel fandom hassle that nearl ytokthe wind otu of reading and writing thissummer.
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Date: 2005-09-22 09:57 pm (UTC)I"m almsot glad my writing djust..stops when i'mina bad mood. i dont'sem to channel angst or sadnes of my own throug it 9or id' have ben writi foru week of incredibly emotional pining-away abused missused neglected litle children inacave of rats.
I knwo abouthe 'save yoru self-image thing'. it tople aballance over but mkes thngs equal ysaid or worseeven. turn giti nto self pity into...depressive stuff.
I'd say jstu wallowi nthat fora bit. I"m hopign it maeks youfel bete, sorto syphonnedit off instead of makgin it worse. I know ther's folks who read dark and glom ystuf when tey have ahard time. SOmetimes it mkesme fe lstupid and sorto lfighthearted or lightfooted t need apick-me-up kind ofstory and nottoo many tearsand darkness when I feel bad.
Good luck with 'secrets'.
and post hbp stuff...i've ben busy with some snippets. I hoep I can finish that one story I started jsut months after ootp itself came out. Foro ne thing..meh. ther'sa whoel fandom hassle that nearl ytokthe wind otu of reading and writing thissummer.