An apologia for it taking me a fucking YEAR to read "Blight" by Rachel Rosen
May. 12th, 2026 09:15 amBut the major problem is that I wanted to re-read Cascade, the first book in the trilogy, before starting Blight.
And while I loved Cascade -- here is my rave from way back when -- it produces an overwhelming sense of dread in me, even more than it did so on first read, because it captures, with remarkable precision and effectiveness, the sense of living in a liberal democracy that is teetering on the edge of ceasing to be one, and the stomach-dropping sensation when things begin moving unspeakably fast.
It's a very good book, but -- you see the problem.
Anyway, in recent weeks I finally got myself to re-read Cascade, and then I tore through Blight in a few days. Weirdly, I found it a much less difficult read because it's (both politically and environmentally) a post-apocalyptic novel, in which some kind of fightback is beginning.
Anyway it's fucking fantastic, without any of the common middle-book-of-a-trilogy doldrums. A really spectacular and unique mixture of wild magic, cosmic horror, and organizing for revolution, the last written with gritty specificity. The author is dead and all that, I don't know what's firsthand knowledge and what's research, but this is a book that (for example) writes with deep credibility about what it feels like to be in a crowd being tear-gassed.
As well as being a very good book, it also feels it's maybe a psychologically useful book to read right now.
I would like to do a proper write-up but I still have no idea what my energy's going to be doing day to day, so in the meantime here's a hype post, and if you want a review here's
https://jamesdavisnicoll.com/review/land-of-hope
ETA: Also it's on the Aurora Award shortlist for Best Novel:
https://www.csffa.ca/awards-information/current-ballot/
Ob!disclaimer that the author is an internet acquaintance, but I do in fact love the book.
30 Days of Blake's 7 - day 12
May. 12th, 2026 07:34 pmI'd say Servalan, but she outstayed her welcome in S4; I got heartily sick of her.
So it's Travis, and I've grown to like both versions. He was a little more complex in S2, especially Gambit.
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[manga] Au rythme de mon ruban
May. 12th, 2026 09:00 amAuteure : Kurokawa Yumi
Langue : traduction française du japonais
Type : manga
Genre : sport/coming of age/famille
1ère parution : 2020
Édition : Akata
Format : 2 tankôbon


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Merci Akata ! un peu de rêve ça fait du bien !
character meme
May. 11th, 2026 10:53 pm#mycharacters
Rules: make a list of your top 10 favorite characters to think about. Then let people in the comments choose one question for you to answer about them.
My characters:
-Clark Kent (Smallville)
-Lois Lane (Smallville)
-Oliver Queen (Smallville)
-Eddie Diaz (9-1-1)
-Evan Buckley (9-1-1)
-Rory Gilmore (Gilmore Girls)
-Jess Mariano (Gilmore Girls)
-Steve Rogers (MCU)
-Sam Wilson (MCU)
-Shane Hollander (Heated Rivalry)
The questions:
1- What’s the one thing they refuse to admit they want, even to themselves?
2- If they could undo one moment, would they actually do it—or has it become part of who they are?
3- What kind of love do they think they deserve vs. what they actually accept?
4- What’s their “I’m fine” behavior that clearly means they are not fine?
5-What song would absolutely destroy them emotionally if it came on at the wrong moment?
6- In another life, who would they have been if things had gone right?
7- What’s the smallest, most insignificant thing that still reminds them of someone they lost?
8- What's something they desperately want people to know about them but won't tell a single soul?
Hadestown (2nd US tour)
May. 11th, 2026 09:06 pmThe singers were all just extremely, extremely good, both as singers and as dancers (well, I guess Hades and Persephone didn't really dance a ton, but Eurydice in particular had a lot of parts where she had to combine with the ensemble), and really imprinted on me. To the extent where I went back and listened to the Broadway recording and was like "okay, sure, yeah, these are the same songs, but that's not MY cast." They were just really really almost scarily professional -- I really can't believe the Broadway cast is any better -- it was hard to believe that we were getting this kind of quality of cast. SO good.
Nickolaus Colón as Hades was THE standout performance of the night in a cast full of excellence. Seriously it was worth seeing it for him alone. The Persephone, Namisa Mdlalose Bizana, was also an excellent singer whose strength matched Colón's (a weak dancer, but as I said before she didn't have to do that much of it). I thought it was a great choice to have the really strong singers be the "gods" -- it really added something to it.
Eurydice (...I think we must have seen an understudy? The site says Hawa Kamara but I'm pretty sure that's not who we saw) and Orpheus (Jose Contreras) were also good but their voices were more sort of good in the way I expected them to be good, kind of. Orpheus, unfortunately, had the flaw (at least that night) that sometimes his top notes (he has a lot of falsetto notes, which is a bit weird?) were flat, and those were inevitably the notes where the song was supposed to be borderline-magic, and it unfortunately always threw me out of those bits because I'd be like "...but he's flat, augh!" The Fates (Gia Keddy, Miriam Navarrete, Jayna Wescoatt) were quite excellent -- both as singers and as an ensemble of three (as they basically did all their parts together, as one would expect). The Hermes (Rudy Foster) was also excellent. So were the ensemble. They were just all super super good.
The orchestra accompaniment was seated on-stage (it was a rather crowded stage at times) and I need to mention the pianist and the trombonist who both sometimes seemed to be participating in the action -- especially the trombonist, who occasionally got up from his seat and played his trombone mingling with the other actors, which was amazing. (I told D at intermission, "No one told me that the trombonist was the hero of this show!") I was especially watching him because now I have a kiddo who plays trombone, and he was using at least a couple of different mutes to make his trombone make a variety of sounds (A.'s trombone teacher showed us some of these at one point, for fun), and also sometimes he doubled as the xylophone player, which I thought was interesting!
I tend to operate one of two different ways with musicals. Either I go in knowing nothing or I go in having basically memorized the soundtrack. This was the former: I went in not knowing anything except that it was an AU retelling of Orpheus and Eurydice, and I'd picked up from osmosis there were trains, and I'd listened to a few of the songs beforehand to make sure I liked them well enough. The pros are that I get to be continuously surprised by the real thing, and the cons are that there are lots of spots where I just don't catch the words, because I have fairly poor speech processing. This was one where I think it was a good choice to go in knowing nothing, because there are so many parts where the music and the visuals work together so well that I think the effect would have been blunted if I'd known the music really well going in. (Hamilton is one where I think it was better to know the soundtrack ahead of time, as I don't think I'd have been able to make out the vast majority of the words otherwise.)
( Vague spoilers if you're like me and have never watched it before )
I think this is a show that I admire more than that I'm fannish about. It's kind of interesting -- it's almost like it's so polished that there aren't any weird cracks or rough edges to hang a fannish hat on, so to speak. So I didn't feel the desire to see it again the next day (not that I would have, but I've absolutely been to theater events where I was like "okay, I would be very strongly tempted go to see this again tomorrow if I could spare the time") but if the tour comes back next year I'd almost definitely go if Colón were still in it, and even if not I'd strongly consider going.
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May. 12th, 2026 12:09 am2. Currently reading: There Is No Antimemetics Division by qntm, which is scaring the pants off me.
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May. 11th, 2026 10:51 pmHung the laundry that wasn't socks and underwear on the line and then left it there. Tomorrow will be equally as blowy and dry as today so if it gets damp overnight it will be dry by tomorrow afternoon.
Finished Emilie and the Hollow World which was well enough, though I couldn't figure out how the hollow world works. Also I suspect that Martha Wells is like Mary Renault in that she does first person infinitely better than third. Her third person narrative style reads tapwater to me, whereas no one can mistake Murderbot's voice for anyone but Murderbot.
Had another stab at making potato croquettes. This time I sauted the onions until they caramelised which definitely helps the flavour, but only chopped the potato, my elbows and my blender not being up to grating. So I had to cook the potatoes a bit along with the caramelised onion, and when steaming in water didn't work, dumped the remainder of a bottle of Pepsi into the mix, just to add to the sweetness. Then blended the mixture which wouldn't blend until I added more liquid which then made it into soup. Flour and egg helped but this is still not optimal. Presumably I need a proper food processor but frankly it's not worth it. Potatoes and oil are not supposed to be in my diet anyway, even if it's olive oil.
Project Sekai Colorful Stage: your palms, they are not cold to me
May. 11th, 2026 11:04 pmFIC LINK: https://archiveofourown.org/works/82737601
AUTHOR LINK:
RATING/WARNING(S): G, No Warnings
WIP?/WORD COUNT: Completed, 2,507 words
MAIN CHARACTERS: Shiraishi An, Aoyagi Toya
FIC SUMMARY:
The apartment is quiet. Almost eerily so, for the Shiraishis'. Toya makes his way to An’s room and knocks gently on the door. “Shiraishi? Can I come in?”
For a moment, there's just a quiet rustling sound– then An's voice pipes up. “Yeah, all good!”
She sounds… surprisingly upbeat. Toya pushes the door open.
He looks inside to see An sitting on her bed in day clothes, a significant upgrade from some other days he’s visited. A quick scan of the room tells him more; it isn't too messy, and the bed is made. The balled-up tissues beside the bin aren't quite as plentiful as they were last week.
She’s doing better.
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In the aftermath of their confrontation with Taiga, Toya helps take care of An, as his teammate and best friend.
(written for the Ready Steady zine!)
RECCER'S NOTES: LIGHT UP THE FIRE lives rent free in my head, even after all these years. What a wild, shocking, totally-unrealistic-in-that-way-only-gacha-games-can-be event! What's even worse, the setup was there all along. I could see it coming from a mile away. It still hit me like a freight train.
Anyway, the fic: An's grief is so specific to her circumstances, and so… not. As in, her grief is still relatable and incredibly gripping to the audience. I was starting to taper off of PJSK around this point, so I'm not sure entirely how An's character was handled from this point on, but from what I saw at the time and what I see now, I still think we moved on too quickly from this event. Let that girl GRIEVE, holy moly!
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May. 11th, 2026 08:36 pmAngela Thirlwell: I simply think Rosalind is the absolute top-tier Shakespeare heroine
Me [nodding vigorously]: How true!
Angela Thirlwell: she is so witty and clever and in absolute total narrative control of her text and also doing gender like nobody else in Shakespeare
Me [nodding vigorously]: I think everyone who puts on an As You Like It should read your book!
Angela Thirwell: and As You Like It is a brilliant work that hangs together brilliantly in its entirety
Me [nodding en--pausing]: well I'm not sure I agree entirely with that
Angela Thirlwell: and here's my chapter on Rosalind's Daughters which includes every literary heroine I've ever loved. Elizabeth Bennet is kind of a Rosalind when you think about it.
Me [nodding politely]: I see, I see. Do you have any evidence for that?
Angela Thirlwell: Well, no. But! I believe it in my heart. Because Rosalind is the best!
Me [nodding vigorously]: She's the best!
The part that was probably most interesting for me in terms of actual new thoughts about Rosalind and As You Like It was the contextualization of the play in in terms of when, exactly, it was written, and what other plays it sits alongside in its canonical period, including some that are relatively unfamiliar to me -- I don't actually have a great constant sense in my head of Shakespeare's timeline (other than the obvious TEMPEST IS THE LAST) and the Great Chronological DWJ Project has made me much more interested in tracing the way a train of thought evolves over the course of somebody's work. It's interesting to see Rosalind and Viola as different ways of working out a concept that begins all the way back in Two Gentlemen of Verona; Thirlwell makes much of the fact that Viola is stressed and and serious and poetic whereas Rosalind is almost always speaking in comic prose, and takes charge of her own epilogue. Indeed she never forgets to remind us that Rosalind has the epilogue. You can tell what Thirlwell's favorite bits of the play are because she will quote them at least times in the text in order to prove five different points, blissfully unconcerned with repetition. I personally did not need to return quite so many times to the Bay of Portugal but I guess even the fact that Rosalind speaks the greatest percentage of her play of any Shakespeare heroine [good for her!] does not provide that many Rosalind lines to quote from.
Anyway. Do I think you ought to read this book if not for the pleasure of nodding vigorously along with various enthusiastic statements about Rosalind? Like, do I think it will transform you into a person who nods vigorously along with enthusiastic statements about Rosalind, if you were not one previously? Who could say! Report back if you find out!
Lilac Hanami
May. 11th, 2026 06:36 pm
Image: artsy shot of lilac buds (photo credit: Naomi Kritzer)
A few years ago,
However, we wanted to do something in spring and decided that lilacs are kind of more like the Midwestern cherry tree. They're planted everywhere, even along the highways, and they come in lots of varieties. So, we've decided to make Lilac Hanami an annual thing. This is our second year.

Two dorks out enjoying the spring blossoms. (Photo credi: Naomi Kritzer)
Last year, we bought sushi at a grocery store and wandered up Summit Avenue to the lilac tunnels. Saint Paul, in its infinite wisdom, decided to chop those hundred year old lilacs down to the ground. I'd actually worried that they'd killed them. However, they do seem to be recovering, but they do not have the energy to produce flowers this year. So, we had to try a new place. Naomi found a park literally called Lilac Park. (https://restorelilacway.com/parks/renewed-lilac-park-formerly-roadside-park-st-louis-park-mn/about/). The drive over there was gorgeous. We went past the Lake of the Isles and all through some really fancy parts of Minneapolis.
The park itself is quite small, but the information about it is fascinating. It was established in 1939 and was once part of "Lilac Way" whixh was a bunch of intentional lilac plantings along Highway 100. It also happens to be right across fro the Nordic Wear factory.
We decided this year to home-make some of our treats. Naomi made both egg sandos and fruit sandos.

Image: fruit sandos
My onigiri were fun to make, but not as photogenic:

Image: home-made rice balls (in the background is visible egg sandos, Pocky. and a Korean fruit drink.)
It was a lovely way to spend an afternoon. There was a whole gaggle of fairly tame geese who were happy to eat our leftovers and, as we were leaving a giant tom turkey and hen showed up to strut around. We hung out for an hour or so just chatting about books (the new Murderbot being out), life, and such.

Image: white lilac
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May. 11th, 2026 07:40 pmthere was a stabbed guy in front of the cvs (somebody else called 911)
i have insulin and a laminated chart about what to do with it
my arms and hands are absolutely covered in bruises from blood draws and my iv port is thinking real hard about whether it wants to become infected
there was a recall on my test strips prescription
i have to go back on wednesday and try to ACTUALLY see the orthopedic surgeon i was originally attempting to see in the first place
but first a bath
Penguins of Madagascar, Buffyverse, Merlin, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Legend of Korra
May. 11th, 2026 06:43 pm- Wild Boys [FANVID] byberlynn_wohl. Fun edit of the Penguins of Madagascar movie, and it doesn't shy away from using the whole song.
- The Crochet Buffyverse by girlpire. Wonderful crochet dolls of various Buffyverse characters (the collection is ongoing).
- Francis Forever by Bo Burton. Vid utilizing animated drawings depicting Merlin and Arthur, and a happier ending for them.
- We Didn't Start the Fire by beccatoria. I've seen a couple of vids using this song, and it's always interesting to see what's going to get chosen for each historical item. This one was for Avatar: the Last Airbender + The Legend of Korra and there are some really wonderful (and funny!) choices. Definitely the sort of vid you'll want to rewatch a few times just to appreciate it all.
- The Nutcracker by gyrhs. Merlin and Arthur comic about an Arthur transformed into a nutcracker, and his rescue. Wonderful art!
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