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I have basically spent Sunday through today sleeping with intervals of reading, and I am so tired of being ill. Since I stopped working retail, I get sick much less often, but upper respiratory ailments still tend to hit me like a tractor-trailer. I am distinctly unfond of the experience.

However today I am definitely on the mend -- I had significantly more physical energy and mental focus, to the point where I pulled myself together enough to order Chinese takeout and actually go pick it up -- so I think I will manage to get ONE day at the office tomorrow.

I might then do a make-up day on Saturday to catch up on photo and video editing (I think tomorrow will mostly be emails and advertising updates), but if not, oh well.

I am also considering signing up for Get Your Words Out in 2025. I think that I will go for a habit pledge rather than a wordcount pledge, because what I need to do is build writing into my daily routine. We shall see.
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Thanksgiving was lovely, but unfortunately I caught a nasty case of traveler's crud (not Covid!) and spent Sunday sleeping, drinking excessive amounts of tea-with-honey, and doing things that required no thought or energy (aside from driving to the grocery store to purchase more fruit juice, tissues, and NyQuill).

I also let Mom Boss and Aunt Boss know I would not be at work today, and have thus far spent Monday doing approximately the same as Sunday, though at least today I managed to dress in actual day clothes instead of just putting my pajamas back on.

I don't really feel up to a walk longer than about two blocks, but I may take a small drive shortly just to get out of the house.

I am currently undecided about whether to go to the office tomorrow. I think I will let Mr. Geniality know I may be out, and then decide in the morning based on how well I sleep tonight.

Bodies. Ugh.

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Probably gonna take a nap soon. I am exhausted.
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The Collegetown rental office was eerily quiet today. All of Collegetown was, actually -- and Ithaca in general was subdued. New Hire called out sick (Aunt Boss and I suspect it was stress/grief rather than germs) and Mom Boss stayed home and did a bit of remote work.

Fuck.

Anyway I have set up a monthly donation to the ACLU. Gonna look into some other options next week once I am less numb -- I need to pick things that don't require a big in-person time commitment (or making cold calls, or knocking on doors) because I will 100% flake out on that and it's better to find some activity I can stick with.

In a tiny silver lining it looks like my House district may have swung to a Democratic challenger instead of the Republican incumbent? The margin was very tight, though, so a mandatory recount may be triggered. We shall see.
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Some stuff about my main job (contains reference to human death):

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I'm sure there are other things that have slipped my mind, but eh, that feels like enough to make a post.
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Today was a very slow day at work, aside from the part where the on-call maintenance guy called to see if I could go let a Collegetown tenant back into their apartment so he wouldn't have to drive to and from Ithaca (90-minute round trip) and charge the tenant a $75 lockout fee.

I said sure, drove up to Collegetown to fix the issue, and promptly got my left rear bumper mangled. *headdesk* Collegetown traffic and parking has always been a disaster, but it's twice as bad this year since several blocks of important roads are totally closed for construction projects, so every other road gets even more gummed up.

Honestly, I am shocked that I have never had any car accidents/damage there before now.

I will call either my Toyota dealer or a bodyshop on Monday and schedule a repair appointment for Tuesday afternoon.

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In better news, this evening I attended an NYS Baroque concert featuring music by Vivaldi and some contemporaries inspired by his work. It was lovely! The instruments involved were harpsichord, violin, cello, lute, theorbo (which is basically a lute with its own attached bass strings), chalumeau (weird period ancestors of clarinets) in two registers, period recorder, period oboe, and period bassoon.

The oboist (Geoffrey Burgess) was very good -- I am a lapsed oboist myself, so I always pay close attention to oboe players and parts -- but I was absolutely blown away by the bassoonist (Stephanie Corwin).

:(

May. 31st, 2022 08:37 pm
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I received a moderately ominous email from my dad last night, and then got more details from him and my mom when I called this afternoon. In summary and without details, Nick's health problems have become more complicated and it's just going to be me and Dad on the island next week -- Mom will stay down in the Twin Cities to keep Nick company and handle stuff related to my parents' new house.

Also our dock is only half-constructed and our shore station may be broken, but those are less important.

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In unrelated news, I finished fewer tasks during my three-day weekend than I had initially hoped, but I caught up on a LOT of sleep which is probably more important in the long run.
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Assorted medical things:

1. I had my annual checkup/physical appointment Wednesday morning. The upshot is that I now have three upcoming medical appointments: a fasting blood draw at the end of the month, a mammogram in April, and an ambulatory blood pressure thingy (basically, they strap a monitor to me in the morning and I wear it all day) the time for which is still TBD, but they'll notify me when it's scheduled.

I also got my 10-year Tdap booster, because while I am unlikely to get tetanus or diphtheria, whooping cough outbreaks are sadly not unknown in the US and I would very much like to NOT get that. (Sweetheart, one of my former coworkers from the smoke shop, got whooping cough some years back and it was brutal. She was sick for months.)

2. Wednesday evening, I started having sore throat symptoms so I drank some tea with honey and went to bed a little early, but my throat got worse and worse through the night and this morning I texted in sick. I don't really have much by way of an externally runny nose, but my throat hurts when I exist and hurts worse when I swallow or try to talk, plus I am exhausted and achey.

I got a Covid test this morning, just in case, and have already received negative results. I also took a long nap this afternoon, and am about to head back to bed because see above in re: exhaustion.
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So I was going to give blood today. I made sure I had enough sleep, I got a precautionary Covid-19 test, I've been taking my iron supplements regularly, and I had an appointment for 5pm. But I was slightly delayed leaving work (as is often the case), and by the time I parked, and paid at the parking station, and walked into the drive site, one of the staff coming out told me they were really backed up and short-staffed, and because I was 15 minutes late I now counted as a walk-in and therefore they couldn't take me.

I have been having an on-and-off crying jag ever since. I don't even know why! This is an objectively silly thing to be so upset about!

I mean, I got turned away from a drive where I had an appointment in December (they had run out of bags to collect the blood), and I had to cancel last week because I had a mild cold and was worried about Covid (it was not Covid, but still), and it is really hard for me to find drives I can get to because 95% of them are scheduled for days and times when I'm at work, and even when I do manage to grab a slot after my workday finishes, they keep turning me away! Why does the Red Cross even fucking offer late appointment slots if they're not going to supply the drives with enough staff and supplies to let the people who sign up for those slots donate!

I found a slot for Thursday evening next week. I am about 85% sure they're going to turn me away AGAIN. But I will keep trying.

Also I would really like my brain to tell me what the fuck I am sublimating into this crying jag so I could maybe do something to resolve the actual root issue please? I am getting a dehydration headache and my nose is sore from blowing out all the damn ancillary snot.
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So last night I said to myself, "I bet the front steps will be slippery tomorrow morning, since it's been nearly 40 degrees today and there will be a hard freeze down into the mid-teens overnight. I should salt them."

But did I put salt on the steps? No I did not, because I was in a hurry to make some soup and get ready for the Board of Trustees meeting. And then I'd completely forgotten by the time the meeting was finished.

Normally this would not be a problem, because normally I am cautious on the steps as a general point of policy. However, I was rushing this morning as part of my plan to get to work early and make up for yesterday's time lost waiting at Goodyear, and what did I do?

Slipped on the icy steps and went down like a sack of hammers.

My glasses flew off. I dropped my bag. And I banged the shit out of the lower right of my skull, my right elbow, and my right hip/butt.

Fortunately nothing broke, and I do not have a concussion! But I had to lie on the cold, snow-dusted brick and concrete for a couple minutes, cursing and trying to recover my breath, before I was able to gingerly stand up. (And able to salt the damn steps! *headdesk*)

I spent the morning at work typing left-handed while holding a freezer pack to my head with my right (gloved) hand and felt like I was recovering.

And then, when I was out grabbing lunch, I realized my house keys were missing.

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I texted my neighbors, who hadn't seen them.

I then texted Landlord Dude to ask him to leave my front door unlocked after he finished unclogging my kitchen sink.

Fortunately, he was able to find my keys next to the steps where they'd flown out of my hand when I fell, and has left them tucked under my welcome mat.

So. All's well that ends well, I guess?
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Things since my last post:

1. Plate count at church on Sunday. It was super exciting. We got a whole [redacted] dollars. Anyway, I wrote up a deposit slip and left it for the congregational administrator to deal with.

2. All four apartments in my house lost heat late on Sunday afternoon, but fortunately Landlord Dude was able to fix the boiler after a few hours. Nonetheless, I have my tiny space heater out of its box and ready to plug in, just in case we have a recurrence.

3. Dropped my car keys in a toilet on Monday as I was leaving the Collegetown rental office. *headdesk* What even is my life.

4. Another thrill-a-minute shift at Not the IRS on Tuesday.

5. My alarm went off Wednesday morning, tried to get up, and my body was like, NOPE. So I called in sick to the rental company and went straight back to sleep until 2pm. I then got up and did basically nothing (with the exception of a small walk to pick up a library book on hold) and went back to bed at 9pm.

I dunno what that was, but according to my home test kit it wasn't Covid. And today I felt much more human -- just ordinary tired instead of noodle-joints, a struggle to keep my eyes open for five minutes at a go, and a general inability to focus.

6. Relatedly, I did not attend the special church Board meeting last night, because see above in re: struggling to keep my eyes open for five minutes at a time and general inability to focus. But another Board member very kindly took notes which I will review tomorrow in preparation for our next special meeting on Saturday morning. *sigh*

And now, I think, it is time once again to fall into bed.

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