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Determined optimism is not a good enough coping mechanism. I don't want to be in charge when I have to play the heavy and say, essentially, "Do this OR ELSE;" that leads to me being bitchy and I don't like myself when I'm bitchy and autocratic. I don't want to play mediator; I try, but mediation is a job for a more naturally sympathetic person than I am. I don't want to stress out because stuff isn't getting done because of personality conflicts and people slacking off and people needing to get away and blow off steam before violence occurs; stress makes me even bitchier than having to be autocratic.

However, today was more productive, and tomorrow is my day off, so my residual work-related stress can go jump in the proverbial lake, because I'm not paying attention anymore.

...

Possibly tomorrow I will get my hair trimmed. It's starting to go curly funny at the nape of my neck; by next week my bangs will be over my eyebrows and that's irritating.

*wanders off in search of dinner*

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