wherein Liz is extraordinarily flustered
Nov. 17th, 2007 04:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
There's an older guy, called Chief, who comes to the store almost every day, to buy coffee. He makes jewelry and knick-knacks; he made a small decorated bag for MS one time. He's a nice guy, and doesn't come off creepy like some other older men do.
Anyway, he thinks I'm cute.
He made me a necklace the other day. Yesterday he came in and I wasn't wearing it, for two reasons: it didn't match my shirt (the necklace has red accent beads, while my shirt was icy lavender), and, in all honesty, it's not really my style of jewelry.
Today he came in with another necklace, this one done with turquoise and blue accent beads, and a quartz crystal charm.
He says that the two necklaces, together, are worth about $80.00.
I just.
I don't get it.
I don't know how to deal with people who like me, like me. I never have, and I probably never will. It's just alien to my experience and how I see the world. And I feel so awkward trying to be nice and yet not come off flirtatious or as if I'm implying a reciprocity of feeling that absolutely does not exist.
And what am I supposed to do about the necklaces? I mean, they're really nice, but also, you know, not my style. Mostly I wear earrings, anyway, because I like turtlenecks and mock turtlenecks in the winter, and they don't work well with necklaces.
I was a flustered mess for about half an hour this afternoon. AD and ET found it extremely funny, especially how violently I flushed.
...
I wish I could go off and be a hermit for a week.
Anyway, he thinks I'm cute.
He made me a necklace the other day. Yesterday he came in and I wasn't wearing it, for two reasons: it didn't match my shirt (the necklace has red accent beads, while my shirt was icy lavender), and, in all honesty, it's not really my style of jewelry.
Today he came in with another necklace, this one done with turquoise and blue accent beads, and a quartz crystal charm.
He says that the two necklaces, together, are worth about $80.00.
I just.
I don't get it.
I don't know how to deal with people who like me, like me. I never have, and I probably never will. It's just alien to my experience and how I see the world. And I feel so awkward trying to be nice and yet not come off flirtatious or as if I'm implying a reciprocity of feeling that absolutely does not exist.
And what am I supposed to do about the necklaces? I mean, they're really nice, but also, you know, not my style. Mostly I wear earrings, anyway, because I like turtlenecks and mock turtlenecks in the winter, and they don't work well with necklaces.
I was a flustered mess for about half an hour this afternoon. AD and ET found it extremely funny, especially how violently I flushed.
...
I wish I could go off and be a hermit for a week.
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Date: 2007-11-18 11:59 am (UTC)... uh, maybe ask him about it? And if he implies anything in the romantic direction, politely tell him that no, you aren't interested?