Have obviously spent too much time thinking about Tom Riddle, in my effort to start writing "Secrets" again. This is demonstrated by my writing, last night, chapter one of a dark AU story in which the newly-disembodied Voldemort, instead of lurking around dark forests waiting for Quirrel to show up ten years later, notices that he has a link to Harry, and sets out to do something about it. *hides face in consternation*
I sent it off to beta this afternoon.
Damn it, where have all my cheerful ideas run away to? All I have now is angst! "Secrets" is angsty over Colin being Petrified, this new story is angsty, the Ranma 1/2 ficlet I wrote is angsty, the Hermione monologue I'm revising is angsty, and the Gormenghast story I'm editing is about the most angst-filled thing I've ever written (barring the attempted-rape story I wrote when I was twelve, which still gives me the creeps to reread). I want my happy fluffy bunny ideas back! (Not that they were terribly fluffy to begin with, but at least they weren't unrelentingly depressing.)
I so need to get a job.
I sent it off to beta this afternoon.
Damn it, where have all my cheerful ideas run away to? All I have now is angst! "Secrets" is angsty over Colin being Petrified, this new story is angsty, the Ranma 1/2 ficlet I wrote is angsty, the Hermione monologue I'm revising is angsty, and the Gormenghast story I'm editing is about the most angst-filled thing I've ever written (barring the attempted-rape story I wrote when I was twelve, which still gives me the creeps to reread). I want my happy fluffy bunny ideas back! (Not that they were terribly fluffy to begin with, but at least they weren't unrelentingly depressing.)
I so need to get a job.
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Date: 2004-08-27 10:13 pm (UTC)al lthe fluff I have i need for my own storeis alas. dont' knwo which ships you liek or not and it's midnight here but this ties inwith one little question i keep having:
wh yareal lm yremsu stories so sad?
why are the yalways so...meh!
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Date: 2004-08-27 10:21 pm (UTC)As for pairings, I don't have an OTP, but I'll read most things except for deliberate squick-fics or Hermione/Snape, which I find inexplicably disquieting.
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Date: 2004-08-27 11:17 pm (UTC)adn Lily has beena friend (and perhaps afirst love until James came around).
but TWO remus-related ficlets and one was about him final ytelling lil yhis secret only to resutl in her telling how this is the last piece she needed frothe puzle because 'james and I hugn aroud te shriekign shack sometimes' adn awwthe nherusn awayandknwoit's jamesandherandnotjamesandhim andomg!help11)
andthe other? wash im standing there eminiscing and also knowing in the same sene as the oen before that it's james and her and not remus and her. boo!hoo! need to rewrite my long remus/tonks story. at leastthat-one had scenes that brought otuthe best in him.